I was wrong , I am wrong , but I will carry on

昨天收到了来信,心情溢于言表.兴奋得回了两封E-mail.
I know I was wrong.
Because I should do something
Making her accepts me, but I didn't do so.
I should try my best to love her,
but I was so afraid of losing her
because of my foolish words
which would hurt her and scrare her.

I know I am wrong.
Because I already know she married
Someone, and she is leading a happy life, which I should
Step away. But I still intend to watch her and may be
Protect her, like I am her BF .

But I will carry on
Giving her my sincerely heart,
Make her happy forever.