Could you just let it go ?

前天下午找到她的照片,到昨天晚上,整整两天无法静心下来,昨天晚上终于找到突破口了,找了知心的朋友把积压在心中18年的秘密原原本本告诉了他,也做了回感情的告白. I told myself after all this done , you should just let it go , like you did 18 years ago, do it again. I wrote an E-mail to her, told her everything i want to her know about, except that part of i got good feeling on her. Because i know she might be on her honey moon , i can not just walk into her life destroying (ruin) her life taking away her happiness. What i can do now is that: Watching her silently, praying for her , to do what ever she might need , show up nomatter where and when only if she need somebody to comfort , cure her pain with my sincerely heart , in a word : Make her happy just like i was there to take care of her life!!
Be a Silent Angel !!